This last couple weeks have been particularly hard with my gfs little sister getting SMOKED by a car. Shattered pelvis, punctured lung, messed up shoulder etc etc.. Hospital duty was added to my mile long list of things to do and it upset me. This poor sixteen year old has was raped earlier this year and now this. She has been trying so hard to get her life around blah blah blah. Just sad. Sad, angry, hopeless all those things. She was lucky to be in that hospital bed, in the condition she was in. She took out half a windshield and dented the whole front bumper...
But regardless of this I have been trying. I have kept up with eating well but my exercise has suffered. Especially wednesday when I spent ALL DAY in bed... I just didn't want to get up, so i didn't. With the hospital my work got behind, the blogs got behind EVERYTHING was behind down to nap times, dinner times and bed times. So Now my job is to get back on that horse. To keep going... To keep moving... *sigh* I have no idea how I will do it I have ZERO drive to do so... i'll just have to start small again and keep working myself up. Back from the beginning. I am just so happy I haven't gained any weight on top of my original starting point. I am 198, so here's waving goodbye to that slow moving number!
No clue why the button doesn't show up but w/e this is the lovely hop i'm apart of today!!
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